Day with Mom and dad

In the evening, shaved my 20 day beared and went to recive mom and dad at VH.
Had dinner in the VH mess. Aah! As good as angel compared to our hostel mess food-- daemon. Chatting with mom till 10:30. Then they were to sleep when I left with the woolen cloths bag.
Next day they came at nine when I was sleeping. After they left, I had a long chat on Ymsngr with - the girl who met on orkut. She is much like me, complicates thing and "a gr8 thinker". here is the chat session:

[21:32] myname178: hi
[21:32] pushpa_mim: hi!
[21:32] myname178: r u there??
[21:33] pushpa_mim: how are yu??
[21:33] myname178: why r u apearing offline
[21:33] pushpa_mim: yes!
[21:33] psp: just like that..
[21:33] myname178: ok
[21:33] psp: tell me howz life in kanpur
[21:33] myname178: Life here
[21:33] myname178: 1st
[21:34] myname178: mostly confined in the campus
[21:34] psp: okay
[21:34] myname178: U C Kanpur is nt a gr8 place fr outting
[21:34] psp: yeah! I know..
[21:34] myname178: have u been here?
[21:34] psp: though I never have been there.
[21:34] myname178: k
[21:35] psp: why??myname178
[21:35] myname178: wre hav u completed ur graduation
[21:35] myname178: hey
[21:35] myname178: its the ID I crated long ago
[21:35] psp: ok
[21:35] myname178: i think in 9th class
[21:35] psp: I did my graduation from Azamgarh only.
[21:35] myname178: wen I used to chat in chat rooms
[21:35] psp: ok
[21:35] psp: ohhhhhhhhh!
[21:36] myname178: and now?
[21:36] psp: Now I completed my MBA from NOIDa
[21:36] psp: n working...
[21:36] myname178: so u in ur office?
[21:37] psp: no ..today is sundaay
[21:37] myname178: wrking as??
[21:37] psp: Consultant
[21:38] myname178: ok
[21:38] myname178: good
[21:38] psp: you must haVE Heard HR
[21:38] myname178: ya
[21:38] myname178: much
[21:38] psp: so your family is there in Allhabad
[21:38] myname178: ya
[21:39] myname178: family staying in alld..
[21:39] myname178: tell me ur brief journey till date
[21:39] psp: ok
[21:39] psp: it has been bad
[21:39] myname178: why bad
[21:39] psp: nothing good is there..
[21:40] psp: once I had dreamt of getin in IIT
[21:40] myname178: ohh!
[21:40] psp: that couldnt turn up due topersonal reasons
[21:40] psp: though I was good in studies..
[21:41] myname178: what does that word exactly mean?
[21:41] myname178: topersonal ??
[21:42] psp: due to some personal reasons
[21:42] myname178: then wat
[21:43] psp: then..I got admission in DAVPG Azamgarh which I never dreamt
[21:43] myname178: okey
[21:43] psp: so compltd my B.Sc.
[21:43] myname178: sometimes life is like that
[21:43] psp: anyhow like a B.A.
[21:43] psp: then I came delhi...Bt it was too late
[21:44] psp: I realised I stand nowhr
[21:44] psp: then again I wasted a year again
[21:45] myname178: wasted means?
[21:45] psp: barbadd kiya
[21:45] psp: then finally got admitted in Maharishi MBA programme
[21:45] psp: that too was a wastage of 2 years
[21:46] psp: so now finally working..
[21:46] psp: this is the whole journey
[21:46] myname178: and how r u feeling now
[21:46] psp: COOL MAN!!
[21:46] myname178: nice
[21:46] myname178: !
[21:47] psp: still discovering
[21:47] psp: what about you??
[21:47] myname178: me...
[21:47] psp: Life seems quite smooth for you..
[21:47] psp: is nt it??
[21:47] myname178: Smooth??
[21:47] myname178: thats a qualitative word
[21:48] psp: ya! simple
[21:48] psp: wow
[21:48] myname178: it must have smooth
[21:48] myname178: if I ha been it so
[21:48] psp: i didnt get you
[21:48] myname178: I hav a habbit of complicating thngs in ma head
[21:48] psp: Hey! Same here
[21:49] psp: that's what the problem is??
[21:49] : Buzz!!
[21:49] myname178: ya
[21:50] myname178: room pe jhaadu maarne aaya tha sweeper
[21:50] psp: ok
[21:51] myname178: Studied till 4th in Jaunpur
[21:51] psp: ok
[21:51] myname178: then family shifted to alld.
[21:51] psp: so very nearby
[21:51] psp: ok
[21:51] myname178: yaa
[21:52] myname178: jaunpur is almost 70km
[21:52] psp: yeah!!
[21:52] myname178: in St. Josephs college at alld till 12th
[21:52] psp: ok
[21:52] myname178: gave JEE that year but it was a setback
[21:52] psp: ok
[21:53] myname178: then a life of hell in Kota for 1 yr..
[21:53] psp: hun1
[21:53] myname178: Got selected in JEE with 736 rank for the price I paid
[21:54] psp: ok
[21:54] myname178: Thought that IITK would be a great place
[21:54] myname178: Had dreams like any gut in teens
[21:54] myname178: *guy
[21:54] myname178: dreams...to be cashed at IITK

[21:55] psp: why??
[21:55] myname178: thats what i was then
[21:56] : Buzz!!
[21:56] myname178: ..
[21:56] myname178: ya
[21:56] myname178: Was shaken by ragging
[21:57] psp: that is everwhere??
[21:57] myname178: had been in close touch with ma mom
[21:57] myname178: never experienced such things
[21:57] psp: ok
[21:57] myname178: had Never abused any1
[21:57] myname178: bt u know hostel life
[21:57] psp: can understand
[21:57] psp: ya!
[21:58] psp: You have to abuse,booz everything
[21:58] myname178: ya
[21:58] myname178: Had problems settling but finally after 1 yr. I did
[21:58] myname178: at the beginning of 2nd sem
[21:58] psp: ok
[21:59] myname178: started thinking too much
[21:59] psp: why??
[21:59] myname178: and redefined my life
[21:59] myname178: Earlier i was given a goal everytime
[21:59] myname178: board in 10th
[21:59] myname178: Jee in 12th
[22:00] myname178: but now wat wen I got in IIT
[22:00] myname178: ?
[22:00] psp: What??
[22:00] myname178: ya
[22:00] myname178: that was a big questions
[22:01] psp: so what you decided now??
[22:01] myname178: I observed that Im doing lots of things without reason
[22:01] myname178: just for the sake of doing
[22:01] psp: like
[22:02] myname178: like....
[22:02] myname178: Why am I studieng a subject when I dont like or really abhore
[22:02] myname178: it
[22:02] myname178: wat good it wud do to me
[22:02] psp: yeah! I do understand
[22:02] myname178: just fr marks??
[22:02] psp: still you have optin
[22:03] myname178: then i said to myself
[22:03] myname178: I will do nothing without reason
[22:03] myname178: Now I try to find reason in everything
[22:03] psp: ok
[22:03] myname178: from the end of 2nd sem....
[22:04] myname178: Los of thought turning in ma head
[22:04] myname178: nd no 1 to hear
[22:04] myname178: then I turned to blogging
[22:04] myname178: started writting blogs
[22:04] psp: ok
[22:05] myname178: and thats it
[22:05] psp: okay!
[22:05] myname178: I write abt everything
[22:05] myname178: still love to think apon unsaid and left-out things
[22:06] psp: hun!!!! so you are a thinker..gr8 thinker
[22:06] psp: like MEEEEEEEE
[22:06] myname178: may be I am
[22:06] myname178: but the habbit of complicating things still there
[22:06] psp: hun!!
[22:07] myname178: nd I hav learnt to love everything
[22:07] myname178: even ma failures
[22:07] psp: good..
[22:08] myname178: In the summers before this sem
[22:08] myname178: read the book Monk who sold his ferrari
[22:08] myname178: have u read it??
[22:08] psp: howz it??
[22:08] psp: nooooooo
[22:08] myname178: at start boring
[22:09] myname178: lots of things mentioned in it
[22:09] psp: ok
[22:09] myname178: a good 1
[22:09] psp: ok
[22:09] myname178: but there is 1 thing wh i like most
[22:10] psp: what??/
[22:11] myname178: He says... "learn whatever u think is necessary for u. even frm this book where I mentioned so much take whatever is appropriate fr u"
[22:11] psp: nice quote
[22:12] myname178: u set ur own rules fr urself
[22:12] myname178: do blogger act?
[22:13] myname178: do u hav blogger act?
[22:13] psp: I dont know really??
[22:13] psp: I am really confused till date..
[22:14] : Buzz!!
[22:14] myname178: how
[22:14] myname178: do u know wat a blog is
[22:14] myname178: ?

[22:14] psp: nOT EXACTLY
[22:15] myname178: its a web log..
u can write urself.. whatever u want
[22:16] myname178: and publish it on web
[22:16] psp: okay
[22:16] psp: how you do that..
[22:17] : Buzz!!
[22:20] myname178: a site called blogger.com
[22:20] psp: okay
[22:20] psp: I never have done..that
[22:20] myname178: u can find my blog address on my orkut act..
[22:20] psp: so how you find it
[22:21] psp: ya! I saw it..I will go through it sometimes..
[22:21] myname178: when u write and publish u create a web page wre it appears..
[22:21] myname178: u can make it personal also
[22:22] psp: ok
[22:22] myname178: wen can I catch u next
[22:22] myname178: My parents hav come today here to meet me
[22:22] psp: ok
[22:22] myname178: so gota go