क्या खोया क्या पाया

"ज़िन्दगी के शोर, राजनीती की आपाधापी
रिश्ते नाते की गलियों और क्या खोया क्या पाया के बाजारों के आगे
सोच के रस्ते पर कही एक ऐसा नुक्कड़ आता है
जहा पहुच कर इंसान एकाकी हो जाता है
तब जाग उठता है कवी
फिर शब्दओ के रंगों से जीवन की अनोखी तस्वीरे बनती है
कवितायेँ और गीत सपनो की तरह आते है
और कागज़ पर हमेशा के लिए अपने घर बना लेते है
तब सुनने वाले और सुनाने वाले में तुम और मैं की दीवारें टूट जाती
दुनियां की साड़ी धडकनें सिमट कर एक दिल में आ जाती है
और कवी के शब्द दुनिया के हर संवेदनशील के शब्द बन जाते है"

Writing on me

Im not writing these days. Sometimes I feel I have things to write. But then next moment I dont feel like telling. I dont feel like sharing it. Something has happened to me.
There are things in office. Im gradually settling in my cubicle. Im getting some work. Then back at home Im writing about myself. On how I carry the diversity and how I will add value to the place. And my life experiences that affected my decision and all. While doing this it transpired that writing on oneself is more difficult than writing on other things or people.

Because when you are writing on other things/people you are writing on what you are observing. Observations can be right or wrong. They may or may not match reality. It is like you are reporting some stuff. But when one has to write on oneself it means to write what you are being not seeing. And then there is language constraint. To know oneself you don't need language. But to write it you need to recollect all of you and then you need language to substantiate it.

Back to pavilion

Play time over. Back to pavilion. Nice break. Nice trip to home.
It was pretty close call with very little time between flight and train while going but I made it in the end.

Sometimes I feel that there is no one to talk to. No one understands you. You don't understand yourself. You
Dont worry its the hangover (of coming from home) which looms there.

Staying in office late from few days.
Got tickets for Day 2,3 of India NZ test match!

Next two days will be on the ground.

Have a lot of work to do. God please motivate me. Why am I such a procrastinator?
Dont Procrastinate Saucy!

Please DONT PROCRASTINATE!!!

Home

After all the musings on the airport, which was in last post, I was able to catch the train from Delhi station in spite of only 35 min window between plane landing and train departure.

Till then I was in relax-down mode. After running around so much in Friday I was in no mood to stop at Kanpur. So I will be coming to campus on Tuesday i.e. tomorrow.