Wednesday, May 30, 2007

It's never all over

Strangely enough this is not a never-lose-hope kinda post.

When I was a kid, I heard people say: "Beta achchhe se padh lo, ek baar base achchha ho gaya to aage achchha karoge". I got it then. I was a decently well student and scored percentage in 80s.

When I passed 8th standard, my sister said: "See Saurabh, now is the time to start board studies. It's very important that you score in ICSE". The coaching teacher in 10th standard said: "You will have your high school mark-sheet shown everywhere. Leave all frolic and engage yourself in studies only". I said, OK sir here is my effort. I dumped the whole year in study-bin. Then. Sir, here is my 90% at the end of the story.

But the story was just begun. 12th board was the new story. It's a bi thing in one's life, I was told. Relaxed a bit in 11th, but soon it was time to screw again. For boards and simultaneously for JEE-04. During this year I got unprecedentedly large number of this-is-the-time type comment. One uncle who used to be an engineer said: "Beta Saurabh, yahi waqt hai. khub mehnat kar lo fir aage to aish hai aish". Beta Saurabh thought as usual: Right Sir I will do that as I've been doing ma whole life.

I remember a day during this year when my sis tagged me hard-working-fool. It was not in this context but as I think it over now it's as much true. Yes, that was what I've been all my life.

But the fool was to be fooled more. So JEE people did not select him for JEE-04. One more year of fooling around in a strange new place with all strange new faces. I moved to Kota, Rajasthan for one year and made my life more miserable. But life is a function which takes miseries as input and gives back big things as output. Akbar was King at 14 just because he was born in deserts when his parents had nothing. Not even food and water!

This was when I thought This might be the all over point. This might be the end. Came to IIT Kanpur and caried this myth for one more year.

Then it was summer of '06. I was seriously caught in a mental paradigm. If this is the end then why not it had ben 2 year back. Why can't it be 4 years hence? Trying to solve this I was reading a book by Mr.Robin Sharma.(Yes, the same you are thinking now).

Now my dear. It scraps the question itself. If you want to be happy. It this very moment is the best time. Try to be happy in this moment and apply the same model to next moment and you will never be sad. All the while you sacrifice your present for future and then you realize that these is no future infact. When 'what you think future' comes, it comes in the form of present. So don't you think the present is important than future?

SO what's the tip for me? Ho sake to isme jindagi bita do pal jo ye jane wal hai. Think future live present.

Friday, May 25, 2007

From dummy to decent (photographer)


Hey hey! It feels so good. Im really happy! When someone appreciates my photography.

First it was Vatsheel who said: yaar Saucy tum decent enough photographs lene lageho. Then Mr.Ranjan said."Saw your pics. Nice photography yaar".


Having comments from first a very close friend- who knows me inside out; and then from someone I knew not from long time' I had no I idea where does he saw my photographs; means that I have risen to a 'decent' level from the dummy level.

This is for a incentive rather than boasting. O God of photography, grant me results of the efforts I make from the journey of decent to good and from good to excellent.

Once Dr.Pal said in photography-club lecture- The realization that you have taken one good shot gives you eminent joy. If you get 1 shot in a week-that counts 4 in a month- its enough to make you ever-happy-living.
Right Sir!

H1B is here. Mai jaa hu Indiaaaaaaa !!!

Okay, I said the post on H1B. The is a social one. Vatsheel had is his view point. He said that he writes on social issues. The contrast is that I write about personal issues. But as Vatsh said H1B's visa is a very much social issue.

The visa may be an issue but I write about what appeals to me. The bill of doubling of H1B visas is around in the US of A senate. Much more is the debate is whether or not the bill will be passed or not. Even more is the debate that should the bill be passed or not.

What are H1B? The H-1B visa program allows American companies and universities to employ foreign scientists, engineers, programmers, and other professionals in the United States. The H-1B is a non-immigrant visa category in the US of A under the Immigration & Nationality Act, section 101(a)(15)(H). It allows American companies and universities to seek temporary help from skilled foreigners who have the equivalent US Bachelor's education. H-1B employees are employed temporarily in a job category that is considered by the U.S. Citizenship & Immigration Services to be a "specialty occupation". A specialty occupation is one that requires theoretical and practical application of a body of specialized knowledge along with at least a bachelor’s degree or its equivalent. For example, architecture, engineering, mathematics, physical sciences, social sciences, medicine and health, education, business specialties, accounting, law, theology, and the arts may be considered to be specialty occupations.


What's the mess is about? This is from one of the business week report.

Sehgal is one of many international MBA candidates who's caught in a visa bind. With only 65,000 H-1B visas available for professional-level workers across all sectors for the 2008 fiscal year, the U.S. Citizenship & Immigration Services received 123,480 eligible applications on Apr. 2 and Apr. 3. After a computer lottery, about half the applicants were rejected.

Another Report:
Abhishek has a few options. After completing his degree requirements, he can try his luck in a visa pool for candidates with Master's degrees. That's 20,000 visas above and beyond the H1B - for students who've completed advanced degrees in the US. Citi could also take him for a one-year "practical training" under his student visa and he can reapply for an H1B next year.

The current Law regarding H1B's allows 65,000 visas only. The reality is that if an IIT graduate gets the much hyped foreign placement, it might be that he doesn't actually answers the job.

One such affected student says: "Microsoft hired for US positions (at IIT) and then almost simply dropped their new hires because of the H1b mess (did not even give India positions), Merril Lynch took people to UK, same with Deutsche Bank, Capital One kept few people in India and moved rest to England and Canada.LimeWire opened an India office. This year also many companies are in trouble including Bloomberg".Mai aa raha hu America

So what's the bill? The US senators cum top-shot-business persons (You can count more business persons in White House than non-business ones!) fear that this might lead to deficient supply of immigrant energy of the nation.
Two such senators proposed a new plan. This seeks to increase the number 65,000 to something like 1,2o,000 now and further to 1,80,000. It also allows unlimited number of visas to personnel who hold Master's and higher degree from a US University or any such equivalent.

The two-sided effects? The senators have made them clear. They want more and more servants. More human resource at their disposal. The arrow is shifting. After English, the Americans are our new masters.

However attractive it may seem for the industry of US of A it has a real backlash from the side of an average American citizen. There is a natural fear of 'my job could be at risk'.

The Americans are hotly debating the issue here . One gentleman argues: "Labor is work, not product, and if you are going to stand up and tell the US government you cannot possibly find a US Employee to do the job, and must bring in someone from another country to do it, you should be paying an abjectly high premium".He adds: Look, here is EXACTLY how H1B works the vast majority of the time, and I know this because I’ve been in the meetings where the decisions were being made to do it! List for a job posting offering 50-80% of the market rate for the skill set you need... of course you can’t find anyone with decent skills to take the job.. so you then hire someone H1B and pay them 50-80% of what you should be paying. You weren’t in a situation where you couldn’t find an american to do the job, you set up a situation where you couldn’t find an american to do the job for WHAT YOU WANTED TO PAY... not that there was no american who could do it... so instead of the company being forced to simply adjust to market situations, you give them a trump card to avoid the market forces, using government interference.That’s all you have going on with H1B... its a COMPLETE and total scam, its a short circuit of the market, and to argue its “free market” is repugnant.

Well it may be repugnant but that is life. Skills are important but immigrant labour is attractive because it is willing to work for less. And longer and harder hours, as well.

A study conducted by Centre for Immigration Studies (CIS) tells that 85% of foreigners are paid $13,000 less than an American working in America for the same post and in the same state. This is against the law. But it happens very much. You know that you are being exploited but I can photograph you drinking and enjoying in the sahab ki visa party. Still I see the front page headlines of TOI speaking the issue as -'Chalo America'! Aapka bachpan ka sapna ab poora ho sakta hai. Still I here my friends speak "Mai to India jaisi country me job nahi kar sakta". We still can't get out of our "foreign jaane ko milega" paranoia.

The courtesy argument of there-are-more-research-facilities-in-USA given by the migrated scientists and researchers is as much valid for Dr.Kalam, Homi Bhabha, S.C.Bose as it is for them. Yet we see these two types of peoples taking different paths at a critical point in their life. Now I don't need to justify the argument.

No wonder why we have the tag line of a leading organisation as Building Nations without specifying which nation and having its yearly meeting in US of A and India alternately.

Just imagine we go to past and every single Indian immigrant with the so called label of skilled-worker had not immigrated in the new happenings. What would have been India then? What would have been America then? I agree they develop more skills with them being in America but still they would have been much worth working with India. The new proposal invites more skilled foreigners from India. Hence more skill flowing out from India. Hence India becoming more and more skill deficient. Hence America becoming more and more skill proficient.

As I end this I hope from the youth of India, creation of an India where we shall not need to the go past and reform the things!

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

H1 B

Must write on it vry soon...

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Mother's Day


Mom, I want to say wish you mother's day like this:

Happy Mother's Day

Sorry Mom for not remembering the day. In the morning came back from mess after breakfast and saw on cell phone: 6 missed calls from Mamma. Naaaahhhhiiiiiii.

Called back immediately to know from Mamma that today is mother's day! The response in defence was. oh I thought it falls on 13th may, Sorry Mamma. :(

It's really hard to explain. How the hell I didn't remember. *sobs*

What is the dog trying to do?


Thursday, May 10, 2007

More Quake3 and more CT

Playing Quake3 like anything. The flag game in two teams. Me and AC vs. Kush and Bhatia. Also in Deathmatch Arena. Improving my game day by day. Right now got a new book from lib on Tomography- IMAGE RECONSTRUCTION FROM PROJECTION- The Fundamentals of Computerized Tomography By Herman, Babor T. The Preface reads like "Ideal book for a two semester course on introduction to CT". Hoping to finish the two-semester-thing soon.

Got iTunes installed on lapP.

Taking meals these days consists of crossing over the fence to hall 5, eating and then again crossing the fence into hall2.

Heard about the Sting operation on BCCI selection panel. It's a disgrace to country and country's cricket.

Although I should be spending more time on CT than Quake3 but the current status is opposite. Struggling to get out of Quake3 arena! [:((]

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Summer once again

It's happening once again. The summer has come. The Earth has made one full revolution since it encountered me giving end-sem exams of second semester. The last summer was in a sence revolution. It;s since then I started thinking. I became aware of me. Not going into this detail further.
The first one month spent at IITK. Full time masti. Then at home. The book I read. Monk WhoSold His Ferrari. Its impression. All that. I remember. The painting classes. The old blogs. It's going to be once again.
Assignments this time: Learning PHP. Some reading assignment regarding Tomography. Get better cuber(Rubik's Cube). And at last- Enjoy! Live these days.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Getting lethargic...

Toooooooo lazy too write anything.
Though I've been off from blogging since long time, I can't move my fingers over keyboard. My fingers are each 10kgs right now. And my body thousands!
Though there are many things worth wasting some space here; things about end-sem exams; things about how I slowly recovered from the throat illness; things about the pain-affected-preparation; things about unexpected disastrously looking but still worthless marks obtained in MOS; things about stay back at IITK till 15th june; things about Dr. P.Munshi; things about the AME meeting (which a new person will call a spoof of a meeting) with HOD; things about review of Philosophy course done this semester; things about Mamma and Didi s out of home; things about learning php; things about SPI, CPI and such heck; things about one more suicide at IITK; things about the shrewed attitude of director's and deans'- all the time claiming some irrelevant things; things about the ******* professors in my college; things about the hall allocation next year; things about the boring WC07; things about all other happenings and mis-happenings gone past in last few weeks.

In spite of all this Saucy is busy playing QUAKE3. Now quiting the blogging arena and entering Quake3 arena. Fight!!!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Hard time fighting illness

Hard time fighting illness. Four days before I woke up at 12:30 in night due to acute pain in the throat. The very next day I couldn't avoid consulting doctor in HC (Health Centre at IITK), a place popular for its ill-treatments. The doctors are excellent in giving medicine but poorest in diagnosis.

So the medicine that Dr. Batra gave me suggests that I have a throat infection. Specifications: Roxithromycin, Ibuprofen, Cetirizine. All these include nausea as side-effect. That's what exactly I am suffering.

Now it's a helpless kind of situation. If I take the medicine Im sleeping like anything! can't concentrate. And if I don't then I can't even sleep because of throat pain!
Somebody save me!!

Can't study in all these. End-sems start from 13rd. It seems that this end-sem is going to be worse than ever.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

The open elective Fight

Open elective is open only in name. Every course which you would like to do will have time clash or instructor will not allow you saying for fourth year only. Most of 'em which u would love are not offered. Or the instructor will not mysteriously reject your request saying nothing. Phew! whats open in it and what's elective in it. Practically I stand with no choice. And Virtually choices include few of my departmental (Mechanical Engg.) courses which are last to my likeness and few of MBA courses- no use to me if I don't plan to do anything in management. With all the future unpredictable, insecure let's hope for the best for the next semester.

The HSS I'll be studying next sem is tittled: PHILOSOPHICAL PROBLEMS instructed by Proff. Boruah.

Monday, April 09, 2007

Overloaded students at IITK

Today's fortune:
Your talents will be recognized and suitably rewarded.

Just now came from interview for AME council. Hah... come on was it like an interview. Prashant just asked what do I know and told what I was supposed to do. Not that big thing. The AME site is already there. I would just be supposed to update the data and forms on that site. Only data thing. Ohh. No deal, I'll do it.

Mom dad and didi were here from last evening till today. Khub sara khane ka saaman aaya ghar se yummm... (English:Lots of edibles came from home).

Options for next sems are open on OARS site. A heavy sem with 24 credits! Only 1 less than the maximum allowable. This may be 25 if someone takes 5 credit course as Open Elective! Now who will disagree that students at IIT Kanpur are overloaded with studied. I remember Dr. P Kumar saying in class that he accepts the truth of above statement. I too remember a guest lecture by an IITK alumni (he is a top-shot name in industry everybody knows. just that I'm missing it on my tongue) spoke about an incident about him in HBS. He met his dean for permission to take an extra courses. But it was never happened and never allowed for students to take more than that fixed credit in a semester. But as he came yo know the man is from IIT Kanpur, he at once allowed him to take the courses. See! IITK students are popular(not famous) for taking (or Bearing!) overloads!
Here is the course templete:
1)HSS-2

2)ME352
THEORY OF MECHANI. & MACHINES

3)ME341
HEAT AND MASS TRANSTER

4)ME321
ADVANCED MECHANICS OF SOLIDS

5)ME361
MANUFACTURING TECHNOLOGY

6)OE-1 : Open Elective (Means choose one whatever course you like.)


And it's again a wake up call for end-sems. 13 days left. Let's start with the unlucky number 13. 13 days of preparation

Blood is thiscker than water...

See the last line of this post chhote chhote shehro se. Wah! What an analogy! Wah! It wud have taken time to understand that.

Blood is thicker than water, but modern life has made us all a bit anaemic. You don't want to be seen as a leech!

Friday, April 06, 2007

Hostel Blues after JEE07 and and a plain NO from CADES




As the second year comes to an end a restlessness is in air. With the quota bill almost clear(if not it will be very soon I bet on these politicians can go all the way to anything they want), and increase in strength of incoming batch of JEE-07 there is going to be an acute shortage of living rooms of allocated hostels. The whole structure of accommodation of UGs is on the verge of Revolution.

Earlier hall allocation was like this. Hostels Hall2 and Hall3 were filled with first and second yearites mixed. Hall 5 for third year and Hall 1 for fourth year. This was okey till now. But with a jumbo sized Y7 batch which is coming it isn't possible anymore. The total strength of Y7 and Y6 is more than the combined capacity of Hall2 and 3. There were many meetings and public poles. And finally few things are in air but still final word has not yet come.

Firstly there is one idea of Hall 2,3 and 5 combined with first second and third yearites. This is the minima which is going to be for sure. But this alone is not enough to hold all the student. So some students will be going to a newly constructed (under construction in fact) hostel Hall-9. Now there are many solutions in air that I've heard from different people but nothing final as such. Some say hall-9 will also contain all 3 batches combined. Or only third yearites will be going to hall-9. All those who will give their preference as Hall 5 might be sent to hall-9. An the scene of preference is as follows.

Hall 2 and 3 have double rooms as a disadvantage over other two halls. Also the mess of hall 2(my hall) is the worst minimum level in food quality. So no one would like to feed on it 1 more year after already getting harassment for 2 years. Most of the guys in hall-2 would like to go to leave it. Among hall 5 and 9 hall-5 seems preferable because of only ill factor of hall-9 - it is situated a long distance from academic area. But opting for hall-5 includes a threat of going to hall-9 if it has no space when your turn comes. So those who are too obsessed with the distance factor would like to stay in hall-2. And those obsessed with food quality would want to leave it at earliest, even at the cost of being sen to hall-9.

In our wing about 4 out of 22 are obsessed with distance factor and prefer hall-2. Rest all (including me)despise hall-2 for feeding reasons. So that's super majority as Ankur calls it. Hopefully we will be in hall-9/5. If it happens hall 9, cycling alone to academic area/Lecture halls would take around 5-7 minutes forget about walking!

All in all the situation is too complex with increasing strength of batch size every year. Also there is an urgent need for more and more faculty persons which deteriorates the quality of teaching and the level of IITs.
Anyways, it will be all clear in the next few weeks.

Called up the Cades people and got a plain reply : NO. no students.

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Reply post

P.S.: This is a reply post to the Are you in love?.

Love is all we need here!!!I've written and read much on the topic.Thre's a movie tittled Anwar. Every character in the movie was sad. but all of them had on single reason. They all needed love!To be loved is such a joy that hides all reasons to be sad. Think of when you put ur head in ur mother's lap and u jst closed ur eyes. Thousand worries that were in ur minds would vanish for those moments. I feel this everytime I visit home.You might be intrested to read following

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Recently someone made me believe some persons are never meant to be helped.
Helping is like a virtue. Help till you are at stake. I thought.
But I was proven wrong! Apparently it might not affect you but there are some people in helping whom you are always at stake. Somebody made me realize that.
But yaar. Fir bhi, sometimes, being a human, I can't follow!

Chance

It seems a very week chance I have of working with a hardware design solution company. CadesTech. Mamma and didi were in Banglore for did's m.Phil enterance exams. And they also had a chance to go to airshow where these csdes people met my sister. Was this more than just coincidence that airshow fell on the date when they were there; and my sister met those people; and that it was just a point in their conversation that my name was up and she told Im doing Mech. Engg. B.Tech.?
But the dark side is that I sent a mail regarding this to a person who gave contacts to my sister and it's about two days and didn't get the reply. Tried calling them but couldn't talk to the person concerned. I'll call later. What's in giving it a try.
Witrh all the fascinating things that Dr. Deb told us in ME251 class I can say I'will learn and enjoy if it happens.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Days Become Hotter




With days becoming hotter it's becoming difficult and more difficult for mugging. As soon as I take up a book sleep takes on me. Facing this problem from two days. In fact days are too hot to handle!

At last started FluidMech. Quite unknown things are coming forward to my notice. Had all this what the world has produced in Fluid Mechanics with all there efforts. It's a bevkufi type topic. All you need to do is to mug-up how to see the chart. Nothing like rule exists. Some idiot did some experiment and jotted down the data. Now bigger idiots see the data from chats and graphs and get marks in exams. Okey! I'll also try to be an idiot. That's the rule after all.

From two days sleeping like anything! slept for 1 1/2 hrs. in the day. Then in clases till 5. Went to library eith the books. But salted them with my sweat while sleeping. May be I'm not able to cope up with changing climate.

Currently reading the autobiography of Imran Khan.
That's all. These days i don't have much to say...

Friday, March 30, 2007

Day begins at 7:30 when I woke up (as I slept early last night). Mamma's call missed, time: 12:08. ohh!!!. Can''t talk right then . Class 9-10. lab 10-1. relax at room till 3. classes 3-5. masti till 6:30. Read book on signal and systems. Chat with Vinay. Dinner. Blogging. Sleeping.
Good Night

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