Sometimes I think I just don't WANT to be happy. And there is nothing anyone can ever say or do change that. I hear a lot of 'you should be happy', being happy is cure of all diseases', why are you so sad' or just 'cheer up' or some variation of the above. But as easy as it sounds, it does not cheer me up. Something just doesn't feel right when I am happy. May be I can guess but I am not sure. I am tired of pretending to be happy. I feel more at ease when I am sad but not quite because I am not happy. This kind of reminds me something I seen a few years ago.
A compilation of my day to day events and experiences. My observational reports as the world passes by me. "I am part of all that I have met"
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