Winter is here.We had around 10 inches of snow in 36 hours last weekend and everything outdoors you can fathom was covered in white.It is gloomy weather everywhere. Only thing you can see outside is grey, gloom.
Winter has never been a nice time for me. At least not in the last two years. Things havent been going 'great' work wise. I booked a ticket to India few months ago but it doesn't look like I will make it. Back at home Mom has been diagnosed with severe lung damage. Its COPD. For some reason even after continuous consulting with doctors it went away undetected and was allowed to get worse. After religiously following the doctor for 1.5 years if this is what you get, COPD at severe, stage then what's the point?
Right now I am furious. And dejected. And helpless. And don't know what else. I have been reading a lot of stuff over the internet about COPD and it is not exciting. Where did we go wrong? Sometimes you just fail to appreciate the positiveness in life. And it is this time right now. How can you keep up your spirit when nothing seems to be going right? I am out of ideas. But I am fighting.
Winter has never been a nice time for me. At least not in the last two years. Things havent been going 'great' work wise. I booked a ticket to India few months ago but it doesn't look like I will make it. Back at home Mom has been diagnosed with severe lung damage. Its COPD. For some reason even after continuous consulting with doctors it went away undetected and was allowed to get worse. After religiously following the doctor for 1.5 years if this is what you get, COPD at severe, stage then what's the point?
Right now I am furious. And dejected. And helpless. And don't know what else. I have been reading a lot of stuff over the internet about COPD and it is not exciting. Where did we go wrong? Sometimes you just fail to appreciate the positiveness in life. And it is this time right now. How can you keep up your spirit when nothing seems to be going right? I am out of ideas. But I am fighting.
5 comments:
Keep the faith
I know it is not a good time and worst thoughts come to your mind easily + the weather contributes to you further. For a second imagine had you been in place of your mother and your mother in your place , do you think she would have lost her faith so easily???
If i know anything about a mother's love i know she would have prayed more vigorously and fervently.
Please do that , our energies travel far and wide it connects us all. Imagine yourself having a happy filled state with her, this will inspire you to pray more.
I am sure she'd get well. :) I'll pray too.
Keep us updated.
tkcr
Shreya
Thanks guys for encouraging words!
good news im coming back for 3 weeks!
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