Decided!

This man seems more frustrating than ever these days. Now I have decided and am firm on my decision that I will change my room-mate next sem. He and his ****ing Godfather asshole S***. The man sleeps in my room, somkes in my room and I can't bear the smoke and had to sleep in some other room. I told him to tellhis Godfather not to do such thing but h again does it! All this is frustrating! I can't bear it anymore. Just one month in this sem and then I leave this man. The biggest problem with him is that he is a great asshole!

mID-SEM MARKS : 17/40 in maths. No probs because I was ready fo it. #1.5/40 in TA but hoping to increase upto 34.5 or more. 22.5/30 in inorganic chem. not quite upto expectation but alright.

Other: End sem exams starting from 24th. That means I have around 24 days from now. And 5 courses. By unitary method around 5 days to prepare for each course. Seems less. B.ut I will pull it. Thought of seriously involving myself in IAS preparations leaving aside IITK acads so I must get good grades for a decent overall CPI Remember: Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... 'How did I get through all of that? Just never let go of hope and never let love depart your life.

Antaragni: Two days to go for Antaragni : cultural festival of IITK. Planning to practice on photography and take part in photography competitions.

Weekend

Exam just ended so weekends are very lightt. The maximum amount of free time without any tension of exam, quizzes that we can get here is not more 7 days.
Played cricket today. And tried hand at basketball last night.
I've started believing in what I said to Aman yesterday: Mai bahut kuchh seekhna chahta hu. I want to learn everything new. Meri jawani fir se laut aai hai. Shayad kuchh dino k liye mai boodha ho gaya tha.
I am serious for the end-sems also. Starting from 25th nov this time. Now I don't want to lose in any game of life. I want to excel everywhere. I want to doo everything which I like.

A post after a long time

So much happenings in the past 2-3 weeks. First of all the mid-sem exams- main culprit for the tittle of the post, then diwali at home, back to IITK, studies again, mid-sem marks.

1) Mid-Sem 2, sesond semester! The worst exam preparation I had after coming to IITK, or may be worst of I ever had. Done a blunder in maths and Electrical and thermo, TA and Chem were so and so.

2) Last exam at 6:00 p.m. and train to allahabad at 8:30. I ran like Bond but it Bond didn't helped me the train being late. Finally reached home at 3:00 at night. Then celebrating diwali and a short break at home.

3) Finally back at IITK at 8:00 a.m. on Monday Morning.This was first experience of early morning journey from allahabad to kanpur boarding alld. jn. at 3:30 a.m.

4) Mid sem. marks: 31.5/40 in TA, 16 or 17/40 in maths. more to come. Missed the IIITA online contest because the server were down all night yesterday. Caught hold of a really nice flash game. Attended
one more workshop on photography, potrait photography this time, by the same proff. Dr. Anupam Pal.

Introspective. Trying to search himself and his world. Doesn't like the conventional rules of living..so is very anti-social in that way. Does not feel good about himself.

In essence, he is on a trip of typical identity crisis.

iews on me by someone on orkut.
Am I this? Not exactly. I carry my strong identity. But I don,t run for the so called fame.

Exams up!

I've been back from home last sunday. IAS. done! Im going to prepare for it. The subject options before me: Philosophy, geography and ME. Most probably I'll be eliminating ME because as I've heard, Engineering subjects are difficult to crack in IAS exams.
Now exams coming up next week from wednesday. Very miserable codition in maths and batti. Lets see